Wednesday, October 28, 2009

A hot spring ahead?

Normally, i embrace spring because the weather warms up but not to the extent of hot so it is very refreshing to have a nice 20 degrees day everyday. This year, the weather has been soo weird!!


Firstly, Winter wasn't cold at all..well, i would say we had a very mild winter and it was just raining every single day making me miserable the entire time. Not only was i depressed because i couldn't walk out to the shops but i was handicapped too! I had to be dependent on either Ironchef or Karen (Caitlin's mum) to help me pick and drop Lil Tinkerbell off at kindy. I hate being dependent on people and I hate being cooped up at home 24/7!!

So winter came and gone, we had Spring and guess what? It was the coldest Spring ever..in fact, it felt colder than winter itself!! So when my mum came and visited us here, she was shivering down to her bones because of the wind and chill! Poor mum!!


The latest weather forecast this week..is worse!! Everyone knows i hate summer! I hate the heat and I hate flies and bugs and everything that comes with it..and guess what again? It is 28 degrees today and tomorrow 31 degrees before dropping back to 28 degrees again and to top it all off..this weekend..it is going to be a whopping 36 degrees this Sunday! (mind you, it is not even Summer yet!!) sigh...climate change..

By the way, we had an unexpected visitor in my garden few days ago....



A yucky Shingleback lizard!! It walked inside my garden unwelcomed and totally..i mean TOTALLY freeaked me out!! By the time i actually saw it, i scurried the kids into the house immediately and rang ironchef up! He wasn't at home so the next option was to ring a friend which i did who turned up 30 mins later only to find that it had already left! Phew..thank goodness!!

I told people about it and guess what they said? Ooo...they are harmless..they don't bite as long as you don't disturb them..and they are good for the gardens and it is good to have them! Heck NO!! You can have them in yours as long as you like...they are soooo...not welcomed here! Eee...just seeing this picture again is giving me goosebumps all over my body and now each time i open my door...i freeze for a second and scan through my garden to make sure i don't see them lying anywhere!!

See?? when the weather warms up..this is what we get? now can u understand why i am such a winter person??

Monday, October 26, 2009

My Lil Rascal's first drawing

I was just stoked when i picked my lil rascal up from the creche after my exercise at the gym to find him showing me his drawing. His first ever drawing and not too bad I must say..haha..

when i asked him what it was..he replied....A ROBOT!!



Monday, October 19, 2009

Bags..Bags..and more Bags...

I think i am growing nuts over bags!! I went shopping and bought 3 bags..in 2 days!! I am supposed to be saving and not spending but i guess i couldn't resist the temptation..afterall..bags are a women's best friend..hehe...hmm..the first one i set my eyes on was this dark brown handbag from esprit..

This second one, i found on the sale rack in the same esprit shop and because i couldn't choose between them, i decided to get both instead..afterall, a sling bag will come in handy too..right??


My third and last (hopefully) pick of the day was this..and i fell in love with it instantly!! A kate hill designer bag but it wasn't the brand that made me want to buy it but the colour PINK!! I am such a sucker for colours...and all my bags come in one standard tone colour BUT this..look at it..don't you just love it??


sigh..i got to stop spending..ARGH!! hmm..we shall see..for now..bags are dominating my wardrobe!!

Saturday, September 26, 2009

City to Bay Fun Run

The Annual City to Bay Fun Run is a run held annually and you have a choice of either walking or running 3km,6km or 12km. I did this two years ago when i was super unfit and i ended up walking like a duck! This year, although i have been going to the gym, i thought i would be in a good fitness level so i signed up together with ironchef and decided to do the 6km run. Well, this year was no exception cause after the race, I STILL ENDED UP WALKING LIKE A DUCK!!

It was still fun nonetheless, Lil Miss Chatterbox joined us as well for the 6km run and we met up with our other friends who did the 12km run!

Would i still do this next year? Hmm....interesting...not quite sure.....haha

Ironchef and I before the race


Lil Miss Chatterbox and I before the race


Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Spring has arrived..

Yes, winter is now officially over and Spring has arrived. As much as i love winter, spring is just as good. I love seeing flowers booming and festivals starting again. One such event is the Royal Adelaide Show which starts from the 4th Sept and every year, without fail we will bring the kids there and buy loads of showbags the kids can sit on their rides. This year, we will be going on the bargain day which falls next week on Wednesday and Thursday as it is much cheaper.

Apart from the normal sniffles and coughs which happen during winter, i guess everyone of us have survived the winter bugs and once again, hopefully put all those behind us as we look forward to Spring. Spring also calls for more BBQ's which i have yet to plan but is going to definately be on my list of things to do..hehe

But for now, I have to get fit first as ironchef and i have signed up for the city to bay fun run this year which will be on the 20th and will be running 6km. I remember my first year running..oh my gosh!! i was soo unfit and even a granny was more fit than I was!! By the time i finished my run, i was walking more like a duck and was in pain for daysssss...This year, because i have been going to the gym more often now, i am quite confident that i should be in a better state of health this year..haha.*crossing my fingers*...

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

I'm one very proud parent!

I blogged about my Lil Tinkerbell in my previous post a few months back about her achievements and what i have observed in her. Well, Ironchef and I finally made a decision to send her to see a psychologist and have her tested. We basically just wanted to know whether she was indeed a gifted child or not and if she is a gifted child then what can we do as parents?

The first appointment was nerve wrecking because hey, it is not everyday you walk into a doctor's clinic and say..i think my kid is a genius and turns out not to be one..but i guess we just had to find out. So there we were early in the morning for our first appointment with Mr Sandy Litt. He then went on and started performing a series of IQ tests on her which comprised of drawing to copying to memory games. The first session went well and through his observation, he already indicated to us that YES, on hand we do have a gifted child as she seemed to possess an intellectual ability far beyond her chronological age. We are talking about the mentality of a 7 yr old at hand as she managed to breezed through the tests meant for 3-6 yr olds and was working on 7yr old tests.

We came out beaming with joy but we had to wait for the second and final session for Mr Sandy to finally analyze and come out with an overall report. So the second session was last Monday in the arvo and we brought her in and again she sat down obediently doing her "fun games" as she calls it. Finally after the session, Mr Sandy told us that overall her IQ is at the 99th percentile which is the highest one can achieve!!

UNBELIEVABLE! We were just stoked! Dumbfounded! We didn't see this coming..we knew she was matured and smart but not this SMART!

Now the reality is finally hitting us which then boils down to what next? What can we do? Well, we are suppose to stimulate her..she is always wanting to do something..which is true..and i need actually a support group. parents who have gifted children too so i can then talk to them, get their opinions..advice..so right now, i am just surfing the internet for more information and hopefully help us in guiding her to use her ability to the max.

Another good suggestion was music classes so i have signed her up for piano classes..so hopefully she will find joy in that too. It seems abit daunting now to think of the future and what lies ahead of her but I must learn never to forget that she is still a child and her social behaviour is most important. How she interacts with other kids her age and having friends is the most important thing for her right now..all the rest..I guess can come later..

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

my hiatus

well..it is not that i haven't had anything interesting to blog about..on the contrary..i had heaps of stuff to do like fixing up appointments to see the optometrist to have my eye check done, the doctor to have my kids immunised, buying tickets for the royal adelaide show and the fairies concert because Isabel wanted to watch them, signing up for the 6km city to bay fun run and my most recent project- i am on a hunt to shop around for another electricity supplier!

My latest power bill came and i could feel my legs giving way the minute i ripped apart the envelope and read the content. There..you can read it yourself..


Yes..a whopping A$467.25!! This is a quarterly bill but last year, it didn't reach the A$400 mark at all!! This winter has brought nothing but rain so in addition to the constant heater being on..i had the dryer on each time i washed my clothes and because Isabel has to come home from kindy with 1 tonne of sand in her shoes and pants!! I swear I could soo strangle that girl..but i can't help it..if all her friends are in the sand pit making mermaids? sigh..i end up washing her clothes every single day including her sweaters as well!

Anyways, I have two companies giving me their fees for electricity so am waiting on the other company to give me theirs before we decide and switch. Meanwhile, my two kids have been sick so i am basically stuck at home with two sick kids..and here..i am not joking..
see my lil rascal giving me a very bored--I am Sick look! Now don't disturb me while i watch my favourite cartoons on tv!



and my dear lil Tinkerbell...the one who always poses in front of me when she sees me pulling out the camera..well, even she decides NOT to show me anything!

Monday, August 3, 2009

My kids

I bought some new clothes for the kids from Harbour Town last week and dressed them up abit before we went out on Saturday. Just by looking at them, it still amazes me by how much they have grown and how they have changed over the years. I am going to miss all this in the next few years ahead..

















Friday, July 24, 2009

We finally did it!

After all the stress of waiting and anguish, the day came for us to take our kids to do their med check and i was so paranoid that i didn't even let Lil Tinkerbell attend kindy for three days until their med check was completed! She has this tendency of picking up strange bugs from kindy, the last time it happened was just before the school holidays, she had the slap face rash!

So, about the med check..it was poor pathetic! A sure waste of time and money. The kids had to see both the nurse and doctor. When they were first called in by the nurse, all she took was their measurement of height and weight. And that was it, because they were under 5! Then came the doctor's turn. We thought it would be something more than that but to our shock, all she did was to check their heartbeat, ears and throat! That was it..the medical check was done and the bill of AU$360 came after!!

It was really sheer relief after everything was cleared. I immediately sent their reports to the immigration office by registered and express post. To our delight, our PR was granted just the day after --Yesterday evening! This morning, we were sent emails confirming our PR!!

YOO HOO..WE DID IT!! After two whole freaking years!!! We finally endured it all and managed to get our PR! We are just going to celebrate tonight and tomorrow as well with friends!!

On another night, last week i was really busy as well, my lil rascal turned 3 years old and we threw a birthday bash for him attended by close friends AND I finally renewed my phone contract with Three and got myself the new 16g Iphone 3GS which comes with video camera, better camera resolution etc! I must say..i am falling in lovee....

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Playing the waiting game and playing it with patience!

There is one thing which I have learnt about myself over the years and that is I do not have any Patience whatsoever!! I am so impatient that I want things NOW!! So, imagine my despair knowing that after submitting my PR application 2 months ago and not hearing anything from them until yesterday to find out that I am near yet so FAR!! The anxiety, frustration, anger and impatient side of me started kicking in!!

You see, because i have to leave my kids behind during our first year here (not by choice), they came only last year, the department has written to me and i have to take my children for another medical check here. The problem is that it is going to cost me another FREAKING AU$182 per child and not only that, i rang them early this morning to make an appointment and the next first available appointment is....next WEDNESDAY!!!

What am i going to do till then? Sit around and wait!! I HATE to wait! Kids are so fragile these days and it doesn't help when it is winter so it is cold and not knowing when some scheming bug or virus decides to inhabit one of my kids or even worse both..then what am i going to do next?? wait again?? ARGH...

Not fair...i am like thisssss close to getting my PR approved..yet it feels like eternity! Furthermore, i have to plan lil rascal's party which is this Sat as he turns 3 now! So, double whammy..not feeling the best at all in organizing things for his party but i have to do what i have to do..hehe

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

The SUPER Toys Sale!

It is the time of the year when there are SALES everywhere!! Known mainly as the End of Financial Year Sale and starts in June onwards. After June, the Toys Sale will start in July. Both Kmart and Big W will normally have their toys sale first which willnlast for 2 weeks. Once it ends, Target will then start their toys sale making buying an endless sight. Anyways, i managed to pick up a few bargains here and there..mainly because it is my lil rascal's birthday next week so the sale came in a perfect time.


An overview of the things i bought from the toys sale


Oooh..this is my personal favourite..and guess who this is for? No..not my kids..but Ironchef!! Yes, he is the one who chose this and calls this robot now his third child!! Can you believe it?? but he is soo cool! He can guard your house and play games..etc..
Price:- was $140 now $68


We decided to choose this remote control fire engine for lil rascal to play with as his present.
Price :- $48



Saw this pack and the kids were just playing with the toy gun. So, decided to get it for them..
Price :- $12
Lil Rascal loves planes..so thought..hmm.why not?
Price- $5

Granny asked to buy this for Lil rascal for his present. Not too bad, as it comes with the tools as well.
Price:- $20
No prizes for guessing who this is for again?? hahah..yes, the big kid in the house.
Price:-$20+

Every girl needs to have her own make believe kitchen! This was meant to be for Lil Tinkerbell but I must say, i feel ripped off because it is expensive and small!! sigh..
Price:- $48


All these toys caused a major hole in my pocket!! Alas, the damage has been done so don't look back in anger..hehe

Monday, June 29, 2009

Measles or maybe not afterall..


This was what i had two weeks ago and i had to quarantine myself for one whole freaking week for fear of measles! This picture i got courtesy from the internet but looks exactly like the spots which i had on my body. Thank god, my face was spared but i can't say the same for my whole body including hands and legs! It was darn itchy as well so i had to refrain from scratching but ironchef was so sweet, he went and bought pinetarsol for me to shower with, solosite for me to apply on my rashes and antihistamine to take to stop the itch!

This happened on an innocent Sunday morning when i woke up and saw these spots on my arms and back..realizing that these were not my typical rashes, i made a quick dash to the medical centre which was a 15 mins walk away. The doctor was more worried that it was meningoccocal but confirmed it wasn't so sent me home. I woke up on Monday and the rashes got worse, they were darker and spread to all part of my upper body so decided to see my GP instead and went to his clinic for a second opinion. His first reaction was to have me undergo a blood test but he did mention that it looked similar to measles. That was the start of my fear. I have 2 children at home so i was worried for them more than anything else.

A few days later, my test results were out and they weren't measles to my surprise! It was an influenza infection! Now..i don't understand what that meant cause i didn't have the atypical symptoms of a cold or flu but it was just so weird!

Anyway, the measles have come and gone..and i am just ecstatic to be able to leave my house and go out and enjoy the nice sunshine!! How depressing it is to stay at home and not go out!

Well..back to my normal routine..kids, kindy, cleaning...and the vicious cycle never ends..

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Feeding my drama addiction

So there i was sitting on my couch on a Friday night with both kids in bed at 7.30pm which is not often they do that and deciding to myself on what i should do when suddenly it hit me..YES..www.mysoju.com. This website was given to me by my friends who told me about it..apparently i can watch any dramas i want online from HK, Japan to Korean and even Taiwanese so yes, this is the night to do that..

So it was a choice between a hong kong show or a korean one when i decided to opt for a korean one, besides the actor is HOT! The title of the show, Autumn Tale. It is a story between a close knit family and their two children who are are close to one another when one day through an accident discovers that their daughter is not their real daughter because they were switched accidently in the hospital. So this family is from a well to do family whereelse the other family is from a struggling poor family. Anyways, i was watching through episode 1..2..then it got really interesting..then come episode 3 &4...i started crying..like all korean dramas..the producers do know the right buttons to press cause i like had to cry in every episode and in episode 5..i got really angry at one of the characters in the movie SOOO..me being impatient..decided to cheat.

I went immediately to the last episode!! Boy..was that a MAJOR MISTAKE!! I ended up crying like a PIG..and Iron chef was there just sittting down and laughing all the way!! haha..ok, i thought it was going to be a happy ending ok..so that was why i thought i would see the ending so i would be happy and then start again..but little did i know...it was going to be soo SAD and unfair!! so much so.i told ironchef..i am not watching it again..the ending is just or even sadder than the beginning and he couldn't resist laughing at me AGAIN!!

Thank goodness, i woke up this morning without swollen eyes! sigh..note to myself..
MUST LEARN TO CHOOSE MOVIES WISELY!!

Friday, June 12, 2009

Winter is definately here..

It has been so cold lately that i am glad i am not working! I hate dragging myelf out of bed in the wee hours of the morning and having to walk out of the door in the freezin cold! let's see...our morning temperatures are now between 3-6 degrees but our afternoons are much better. Today is an exception..because it is soo cloudy and the sun is not shining..the temp is only 13 degrees but feels so much colder than that and the wind..oh my gosh...the wind has its way of seeping through your jeans to your skin and yikes!! i hate it when that happens...so now i am just hybernating at home with my heater on and a nice warm blanket on me...AHH..BLISS!!

An update on my personal goal, i have finally lost 10kg! YES!! 10kg!! WOOHOO!!! I started my aim of loosing weight when i found myself putting on excessively and knew i had to take action so i signed up for the gym..and like the saying goes..no pain, no gain! I have 5 more kg to go in order to achieve my ideal weight. Although my BMI still indicates that I am healthy but i want to achieve more than that. Also, I plan to eat like a pig when i fly back to Malaysia for the holiday so now is my time to loose all that weight before i gain them back again and NO, i am not going to regret if i gain weight again because it is not often that i am going back and i know i can loose the weight again when i fly back..so YES..all my favourite food...HERE I COME SOOON!!

Friday, June 5, 2009

My teeth


i tried my best to take this picture at an angle with the lights behind it. This is an x-ray of how my teeth looks like and as you can see from the bottom left, my wisdom tooth is at a 90 degrees angle impacting my other teeth.

Well, i had my tooth extracted yesterday. It is the second tooth from the uppper left if you can see it from my picture. The whole procedure went well if you ask me, i was in at 10.15am and out by 10.45am. My left side of my mouth was still numb from the procedure and about 2pm, i finally felt the pain! but don't ask me what the dentist used or how many injections did i get because i had my eyes CLOSED throughout the whole procedure!!

My only recollection was the pushing and tugging felt so similar to my childbirth experience, only difference was this was just a tooth! My dentist was really good and gentle because i had cold, sweaty palms when i went in and she was just so reassuring. I came out from the dentist with a sheet of paper- Extraction Instructions. Really professional i must admit with point form instructions on what to do in the next 48 hours after the extraction and the clinic will ring me today to make sure i am ok! haha..all this trouble for a tooth extraction!

Anyways, retail therapy helped me in my pain..hahah..i went shopping with Rita and since it was the EOFS sales going on everywhere at the moment, it was bliss! I couldn't eat anything solid for 24 hours so it was just pumpkin soup for lunch and porridge for dinner..and now my stomach is rumbling and i am starving!! I think i can eat a whole COW if it is in front of me now!!

Oh well, one down...one more to go! I don't think i am ready just yet for another extraction..hmm..will wait for a few more weeks before i go to the oral surgeon! Yes, i was referred to an oral surgeon because extractions of wisdom tooth are a more complicated process..sigh..such is life!!

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Two very interesting articles that caught my attention

Why we had to leave — George CN Lee
MAY 27 — It has been two years since I left my adored country to seek my fortune Down Under. A year ago my family decided to settle down here.
Throughout the two years since I have been away, I have followed the social, economic and political backdrops in Malaysia via both the mainstream and alternative electronic media. Strangely, I have been keeping close tabs with what is happening back home much more than when I was physically present in Malaysia.
It hurts not being close to what is going on as the love for Malaysia has not transformed in any way though like many of my friends (there are now seven of us who have settled Down Under — six information technology consultants and one accountant), we had to leave.
As I recollect the reasons we left home, there were several contributors to our departure.
On the economic front, we were getting exasperated with the high standard of living and nuisances surrounding us. Pictured the high cost ordinary citizens had to bear once we stepped out of our home, for example, the petrol price, tolls, parking, and ordinary fast moving consumer goods (baby milk power).
More importantly, there were no worthwhile measures taken to address to problems. Businesses, traders and government agencies took turn to inflate ordinary folks’ sentiments by price increases and intractable policies. As things were getting expensive, the quantity and quality eroded.
We envisaged (from past experience) that the government would not do much to solve the people’s livelihood. We just did not like to be constricted in such a manner. We decided we wanted to create another lifestyle in a more structured society where the government would be more willing to help.
Socially, there were prevailing emotional distresses that we had to endure, for example, rude drivers, traffic hold-up (drivers who shaped their own rules), escalating crime rate (witnessed several snatch thieves in action and the grieved for the victims but police were nowhere to be seen) and broad disgruntlement among friends about living in Malaysia.
I was also appalled by the mind-sets of several government departments such as the Ministry of Education, Inland Revenue, and Dewan Bandaraya when I had to carry out numerous errands. Government servants were rude, unconscientiously and irresponsible. The systems in place in most of the country’s organisations left a lot to be desired.
Any rational individual would start to ask whether it is a place worth living. The government had no sense of urgency to address the contorted public order and peace. We honestly felt unsafe to venture out of our homes even though the mamak stalls were near.
Politically, Malaysia has never been able to be isolated with the persistent racial issues. The government and its component parties were always practising double-faced roles of subduing and fanning race sentiments. Intellectuals like us could see the schema behind.
We knew very well that those in the politics would prepare to sacrifice the well-being of ordinary folk for their greed though these people in power carried a different message on their lips. These people needed to safeguard their political livelihoods as they are nobody without power.
Two years have passed. It hurts to watch from here when people continue to stand up against unjust systems but are frustrated by the tough and insensitive stance adopted by the government and its ruthless police force.
Look at what has transpired in the Perak debacle. Forgive my ignorance in politics but personally I am sad to see how the authorities handle the situation. We just cannot use the approach during the 1987 Operasi Lalang to suppress and oppress the people of today.
We are living in the 21st century and too many things have changed. The government is just too conceited to admit and discover a different strategy to tackle political issues. Just look at the sweeping action and arrogant speeches delivered by the people (OCPD from Brickfields, gosh !) representing the government.
How can we teach our children about humbleness and politeness if the politicians seem to have a different school of thought. With the latest happening in the Malaysia scene, we have no qualms that we made the appropriate decision two years ago even though the choice was difficult and agonising.
Many fellow Malaysians have no alternative but to brush aside all the inconveniences. Many brave ones have embarked to fight against the issues and unfairness. I salute all these brave ordinary folk and wish that they have a copious amount of energies to carry them through.
Two years ago, it had come to a juncture where I could no longer sweep all these tribulations under the rug and the eventuality was to go away. However, everyone has their own temperaments and beliefs. We would love to do something such as creating awareness for the betterment of Malaysia if we can find the platform and opportunity.
Having lived Down Under for two years, it puzzled me why the systems here can be so efficiently coordinated and run. The councils and government are very much in control. Most importantly their feedback and replies are prompt and updated. Filing tax returns here is convenient and fast that I got my refund back within 14 days consistently for the past two years.
Here, we could be paying more taxes but I get some back via the structured family assistance allowance, free medical benefit and very reasonable school fees, etc. Lately, we even obtained a stimulus payout from the tax office due to the effects of the economic downturn. These measures have received great appreciation from the people.
The obvious question here is why can’t Malaysia adopt some of the systems so successful in place here. One need not be superhuman to get things going except dedication which Malaysia is so lacking. I can see that the Penang state government is starting to perk up the government delivery systems that are conspicuously missing in the Malaysian governance structure.
Many of the systems in Malaysia are more form than substance. One of the most important components that is noticeably missing is the integration between the different government bodies. Conversely, this is so successful incorporated Down Under which has curtailed loopholes and acted as a check and balance mechanisms for the local government.
Ordinary Malaysians would like to be treated uniformly. If there is any trace of the adverse happening, that would widen the disparity gap. What the government should be doing in my modest opinion is to have a mechanism to encourage the mediocre group to catch up and this should be attained not by protecting or spoon-feeding the group.
The government should have a far-sighted view and not worry about temporary setbacks (not depend on opinion polls as they would go up when the end results are derived). Just like us, we were “compelled” to learn things in a hard way after we arrived in a new place.
Initially it was hard but eventually we triumphed. Frankly, things are not so hard but politicians like to think in a complex manner. It is time for the Malaysia government to take stock and revert to basics else we could expect a change of the guard in four years time though it is probably too late now.
George CN Lee is a reader from Down Under (Australia).
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Ex-Malaysians and their right to speak
By James Chin (The Malaysian Insider)


One of the more interesting letters I have read in recent times was a letter from a Malaysian, George Lee, who has migrated to Australia. In this letter, he basically badmouthed the entire country and waxed lyrical about all the wonderful things about his newly adopted country, Australia.
This sort of letters always attract a lot of comments, some rude, while other readers gave the reasons why they are still in Malaysia, despite being discriminated against as a non-Malay.
The number of Malaysian taking up permanent residence elsewhere is, at best, guesswork since they will not tell the Malaysian government that they have PR overseas.
However, we can make an educated guess. A workshop held a few years ago at a Chinese-based think tank in Kl suggest that since 1970, more than a million Malaysians have moved overseas permanently. More than 80 per cent are non-Malays and, in particular, Chinese.
The reasons are varied but centre around three basic issues.
First, they feel they have no future given the open racial discrimination and pro-Malay policies of the government.
Second; they can earn better money and enjoy a higher quality of life in other countries, especially in Western countries such as US, UK and Australia.
Third, they want their children to have an equal chance when it comes to tertiary education. They feel that with the official and unofficial quota system in Malaysia, their children can never get a place in a local university or any other government-funded institution.
Needless to say, the loss to the nation is tremendous. Those who move overseas are the ones with the talent, capital and skills. This is why they can get PR outside Malaysia.
When this was pointed out to a former deputy PM, he said “good riddance”. Hence, we can take it that the government is not very worried about losing these highly skilled people since they are non-Malays and are not going to support the BN anyway.
A far more interesting question is, do these ex-Malaysians have the right to say things about Malaysia now that they have a comfortable home outside Malaysia? Do they have the right to badmouth us on the NEP, racial politics, religious discrimination, etc, given that they have “escaped” all these problems?
Many of those who commented on George’s letters appeared to think he has lost the right to say things about Malaysia since he did not stay back and “fight” the system. Many would argue that he is a quitter and hence, has given up his right to criticise the system.
There are also those who think he should have the right to criticise, with some readers actually thinking that he should tell the whole world what is really happening in Malaysia.
The whole debate is interesting as this question would never apply to a Malay who has moved overseas. Yes, my friends, there are many professional Malays who have migrated or taken up PR overseas. I have personally met some of these people.
Despite being the “chosen ones” in Malaysia, they have decided to move overseas.
In today’s political climate, the moment you criticise the country from outside Malaysia, there is an unwritten assumption that you must be a non-Malay who is getting back at the country for the “sufferings” under the NEP.
Yet, one can argue that this successful group who managed to migrate overseas suffered the least since they got out. The only “suffering” they endured is the emotional scars of having to move to a new country and not enjoying the extended family network.
My own take on the situation is that an ex-Malaysian has as much right to say things about this country as the any person living in Malaysia.
They may badmouth Malaysia but the very fact they cannot keep their mouth shut shows how deeply they feel for this land in the first place. Many of them still make regular visits to Malaysia, and many refuse to take up foreign citizenship, preferring to retain only PR status in their adopted countries.
What is needed is a rational discussion on what is said rather than blanket condemnation for those who speak from outside the country.
If we are doing the right things in this country, why should we be afraid of those who throw stones at us?
So for those ex-Malaysian living outside the country, please do comment on what is happening to Malaysia. Your insights as someone outside the country may even help us to see what we cannot see from inside the country.

I have decided to express my own opinions in my blog later...

Friday, May 29, 2009

Off to the dentist..

I have been always proud of my teeth because I haven't had much problems with it. Never had a tooth extraction, prob only had 1 or 2 fillings done in my entire life and that was only because of a small tiny hole and even the dentist would praise me for keeping my teeth healthy and clean until now.

An oversight of mine to take it for granted that my teeth will always be in good condition so i have not gone to see my dentist in years and never had it scaled and cleaned for more than 2 years now which is a big NO NO!!

Yesterday, i decided to make full use of my private health care cover because they offer twice a year free scale,clean and flouride on your teeth! There I was thinking out loud that i should be going since i haven't been been for so long and probably won't take long but at the back of my mind, i was abit worried..worried because two days ago, i had this really nagging toothache and i kinda had this really bad feeling about this. So, i made an appointment and was on the dental chair having my teeth checked out by the dentist who comfirmed my dreaded fear - A Tooth Decay which needs to be extracted!!

I was crying out silently to myself when suddenly i couldn't hear what the dentist was telling me. I could only hear the words..decay...extraction...not good...PAIN....sigh..this is what you get for neglecting your health and it gets worse! Apparently, my wisdom teeth on the bottom left corner is not growing the way it should so it is impacting my teeth and my dentist has suggested that I go for a dental surgery to have that tooth extracted out as well. Once again, i felt that pain would inhibit my life..pain in my mouth..i could imagine Ironchef in my mind hiding his smile because he wouldn't have to hear me nag for the next few days after my extraction..his way of getting back at me!! Oooh..sweet revenge..hmph!!

So, next week Thursday, i am booked in to have my tooth extracted but i have already probably winged about it to one million people i know about having my tooth extracted and it is actually a very small minor thing but to me...because i havent' had one before..this is serious business!!!

Well, wish me luck and hope to hear from me..or rather..read from me soon...

Monday, May 25, 2009

The big picture..

It is funny how certain things work out beyond your wildest imagination and how or when the impossible becomes possible. When you take a step back and reflect, you realise then that really ..truly everything happens for a reason, be it good or bad. Things fall into place unexpectedly and leads to the next without you knowing when, how and what will happen..if it is meant to be, it is meant to be at some point in time and when it does eventually happen, you know then why things had to happen and to understand that the big picture does exist.

I finally found a piece of a jigsaw puzzle towards my understanding of the big picture and although i still have more to learn and more to face, I am going to embrace whatever happens with an open mind and heart.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Sick as a DOG!

It has got to be my worst week last week. I was sick as a dog with flu, fever, sore throat and cough. It sounds like symptoms of SWINE FLU but thank god, it is NOT. Not only am i sick but so was Ironchef and we got it from our kids so while they have all recovered, it has now passed on to us poor unfortunate parents who have to endure it all.

I am still coughing my guts out but definately feeling sooo much better and today, the kids amused me again! and I had to take a picture of them..



Tinkerbell says she is mummy and lil rascal who is obviously daddy driving them to the doctor because her baby, Rosie is coughing so needs to see the doctor. Before this, she was frantically looking for her lil pink handbag and then off they all sat on the couch and you can hear Lil rascal honking away in his make believe steering wheel and turning right and left with this signal lights! It was really an amusing sight..sigh..kids learn so fast nowadays.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Being locked out..

A classic hilarious case of the parents being locked out of the house while both kids are inside and the challenges of getting them to open the door for you!

This happened two weeks ago when both Ironchef and I went out to help Rita move her column heater to her car. Lil Tinkerbell then closed the door and locked it from inside and both Ironchef and I were in our shorts and T-shirt. Mind you, this was in the evening and temperatures were about 15 degrees! So there we were, both of us outside the house with both kids inside!

Ironchef had to first try and locate Lil Tinkerbell to see where she was because Lil rascal was not tall enough to open the door so our only hope was to get Tinkerbell to open the door. So, we finally managed to locate her and she was in her room, so Ironchef yelled from outside through her window to get her to go outside and open the doors for us while i tried my luck with Lil rascal. I told Lil rascal through the window to call for Jie jie and ask her to come out. So, both of us were screaming to our kids through the window to get someone to open the door for us but noone budged!

I could hear Lil Rascal calling out for Jie jie but each time he came back to the window telling me," Mama..Jie jie not coming out.."

Ironchef obviously had no luck in getting Tinkerbell out as well so we were both locked out from our own home for 15 mins or so and there was no other possible entry points to the house as well! So this called for some serious thinking!

I then went over to Tinkerbell's window and yelled out to her," Oh look, Aunty Rita has brought lots of chocolates for you and didi..come quick and open the door!!" 10 seconds later, the door was open and WHACK..that was the sound of Ironchef hitting Tinkerbell's butt!

After that, came alot of scolding followed by pep talk! Trust me, it was not a pleasant incident but now i can't help but to laugh about it recalling the incident!

The day the parents got locked out of the house!!

Friday, May 15, 2009

My Before and After Shot

BEFORE.....


AFTER......This is what happens when you watch toooo many Korean dramas..sigh..am still undecided whether this look suits me or not.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Lil Tinkerbell's drawing

Today, Lil Tinkerbell came back from kindy with a very impressive drawing of herself! hahaha..and i must say i was very amused. Firstly, she is an Asian so she has black hair but in the drawing, the colour of her hair was yellow but she told me it was because there was no black crayons around.



Good effort for a first timer..hahaha..am sending this to her grandmother now for keeps.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Something to be proud of..

I was thrilled to receive an email from the Talented and Gifted Children's Association of South Australia to learn that Lil Tinkerbell has been granted provisional membership. They will assess her further through Saturday workshops and from there inform us on their decision to convert the membership to full.

I found it very flattering at first when her kindy director pointed out that she has been reading and the fact that she is the only child who can read in kindy astonishes them. Not only can she read but her conversational skills are exceptional as well as she has a tendency to sound very adult'ish'.

For instance, we were crossing the road one day and i told her to cross carefully as a car was approaching us. She immediately ran to the other side as the car swerved our way and told me.."that was a close one mummy!"

Lil Tinkerbell also loves doing substractions and additions at home using the abacus and her favourite cartoon is The Simpsons! She can actually laugh at some of the jokes but we have to sit in and guide her that some languages are not appropriate to be used.

One thing i realised too is that when we go to the Zoo, she is not only just looking at the animals but she runs to the board and reads what animals they are too. Same thing will happen in a shopping mall when she sees a directory board, she will run to it and find out where we are located in the mall.

The question is I don't know whether she really is gifted or not because I tend to question, is giftedness acquired or innate? I am tempted to have her tested but at the same time, from what i gather from websites, it is still too early to have her tested until later so I guess we probably will wait. The only test I have ever done on her and what I could find was a reading test online which would determine her reading age based on the number of words she can read out and based on that, her reading age is of a 7.5 years old child. (she is only 4 years old)

A summary and quick reflection of her milestones achieved:
(This may or may not sound like a normal child motor skills but I am just writing them out from what I have observed in her)

Started walking by 1 years old.
Started reading by 2.5 years old.
Started sleeping in her own room and stopped wearing nappies at night by 3+
Knows how to switch on and off the computer to play her computer games at 3.
Assembing 15 pieces, 25 pieces, 30 pieces jigsaw puzzles in 15 minutes.
Assembled 48 pieces jigsaw puzzle within 30 minutes and now we are giving her a 60 piece and 100 piece to work on.

Hmm..would be interesting to see how she progresses later in life. It could just be a growth spurt for all you know..i wonder..

Monday, May 11, 2009

Happy Mother's Day

It was Mother's Day yesterday and the kids made a special Mother's Day card for me. My first handmade card from them and I am thrilled at it. It may not be a work of Picaso and it may not have cost alot but the results were just as amazing to me!







HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MUMS!


Friday, May 8, 2009

After 2 years..and still waiting

2 years ago, I decided to take the biggest step in my life and that was to migrate to Australia.

With my husband's blessing, I went alone initially to a state called Adelaide and decided to make it home. I left behind my hubby and two growing babies back in Malaysia.

Initially, coming here wasn't exactly my ideal situation because I wasn't prepared financially and emotionally. Thankfully with God's blessing, I managed to stick around and complied with my 2 years condition stay here. It was a struggle because we couldn't afford to have our kids with us in the first year itself so they had to stay back with their grandparents but we pulled through and finally during our second year, Ironchef managed to get a job and everything fell into place including our kids.

On the 5.5.09, we finally submitted in our application for a full conversion of our PR and although there is another 3-6 months wait before we are able to get it approved, at least we are able to now get a Medicare card each. All Australians have a medicare card which allows them to see a doctor for free or admit into a public hospital for free.

We on the other hand were only able to get our hands on them recently. Well, it was worth the wait and i hope we get news of our PR soon..

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Getting back into the routine

It has been a week full of adjustments. My Lil Tinkerbell officially started going to kindy last week and she now attends kindy four days a week from Mondays to Thursdays last week.

Monday & Tuesday - 12.15 - 3.00pm
Wednesday & Thursday - 8.45 - 11.30am

Having to adjust to those weird times of the day proved to be successful so far and I managed to also fit in my workout schedule to coincide with her timing.

The only challenging bit is The getting up from bed early in the morning because my kids like me are nocturnal kids. They are very quiet and relaxed doing their own thing during the day but once the sun sets, once the moon is up.. that is when they start screaming and jumping and gosh..my whole house is awake at night and only at night!! Come visit my house during the day is like visiting a museum but come at night..it is a different scenario altogether!

But i miss having my girl at home though, watching her say goodbye to me at kindy while she walks to her classroom alone, I am waiting for the hour to pass so i can pick her up and hug her again while she chatters away about her day makes me realise how big she is already and next year when she finally steps into the real world going to school..omigosh..the thought of seeing her in her school uniform..i don't know..my heart wants everything to stop right now. I don't want things to go so fast.

Even lil rascal is going to start kindy next year. My lil rascal, the boy who only knows how to say "NO" to things..the boy who refuses to sit in the potty, the boy who is soo loud but loves to sing and his favourite songs are "Papa, don't go home" and "Papa, don't kill spider!" is finally going to be a big boy himself!

Sigh..how time flies..

Friday, May 1, 2009

My Wish List..

I decided to come up with a My Wish List so that for Mother's day, I have options for the kids to choose from..hahah..i know i sound mean but i can't help it. Hey, i didn't invent Mother's day :P

At first, I thought it would be easy to come up with a list but it is actually not as easy as i thought because each time i thought of something, i would have a reason for not wanting them..so it becomes more of a "i want than i need" urge. Nonetheless, i still decided to write the list together with my reasons beside them.

1) Iphone - will be getting it in August this year but i still thought i would write this in.
2) Ipod - don't really need em now since the Iphone will have Ipod functions.
3) 10" digital photo frame with built in MP3 and movie features
4) Wii - Although i don't really need them now cause the kids are still too young and i don't want them to be addicted to it and that goes the same for the big kid in the house as well.
5) A big big HOLIDAY..

and the list ends...see not as easy as i thought. The thing is, i don't know what else i could need or want. I got my video camera last year from Ironchef and I got my electric toothbrush this morning so both are now eliminated from my list.

Hmm...any more interesting gift ideas??

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

My dad

Last week was kind of a reflective week for me because last week was supposed to be both my dad and brother's birthday. Why i say supposed to be is because both are no longer around which made me even sadder. I miss them both so much because at times, i reflect back and wonder how things would have been different if they were both here.

I remember dad being very jovial, laughing about everything and always having an advice about everything and anything. He would always joke about himself being a millionhaire and not a millionaire. He had his ways with people and always making friends with strangers. I used to be so shy cause even sitting in a taxi for 20 mins with him would end up with the taxi driver telling my dad about his life history..i mean..like..hello..i don't even know you?? but that is dad..he has this karma about him enabling people to be comfortable around him.

I remember going through a very bad break up with my ex and turned to him for advice. This is what he told me.."you know girl, having a new boyfriend is like having a new chewing gum..so you chew and chew and after time, it turns stale and you either spit it out or for some reason or another, it comes out of your mouth. Now, after the gum comes out and lands on the floor, don't tell me you still want to go down and pick it up and chew it back again??"

OK, so his advice wasn't the best advice you can get and it doesn't make sense too..haha..but it certainly put a smile on my face and i was laughing about he could use that as an advice for me..but it was his effort which touched me and i just hugged him.

Recently, I was going through my photo albums and just realised I never had a recent picture taken with him. All the photos i had was when i was young. I am sad and I wondered, did i take it for granted that he would always be around until i miss every opportunity to have my picture taken with him? I would do anything to have my picture taken with him now..just one last piece to show my kids who their grandfather was.

There is so much more I want to learn from him. About his past, about his childhood, things I have never asked because I was too selfish being bogged down by my own life, never asking what he went through in life. I only know bits and pieces and I regret not knowing now. I guess we go through life with regrets but this is one of my biggest regret in life. Not truly and fully understanding my dad on who he is, how he was raised, his values and life he had to go through but in my heart, he will always be remembered and loved as my dad, my rock and my role model in life.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Girls night with the kids..


Ironchef had to go on a country trip for work leaving me behind for 3 whole days and 2 nights..sniff sniff..I didn't really fancy the idea of staying home alone with 2 kids so i picked up the phone and rang Ms Chatterbox to see if she was free and come stay with me and she was and there began my first time having a girls night with the kids. I was beginning to get excited because Ms Chatterbox had all these baking ideas she wanted to do with my kids whom she calls her surrogate niece and nephews which i think is soo sweet. So, our first night started with chocolate brownies and there she was making baking look like a whizz with Lil Tinkerbell helping her stir the mixture and before you know it, the brownies were popped in the oven and ready to eat within an hour. Jo came around too and hung out with us for two nights.

Second night came so quickly as she baked chocolate square puff pastry with the kids help again and once again, i was in awe as to how easy baking can actually be with the kids! Each time I bake so far, it would be without the kids cause I dread to think of the mess they will leave behind but seeing Ms Chatterbox and the kids do it has open a new perspective and maybe it really is not that bad afterall. The second night came and gone as quickly as the first night and I really did enjoy the company of the girls with the kids around. We were sharing, laughing and most of all eating..but it was fun cause for the first time in five years, i got to hang out and have a girly night again. I broke all my diet rules too that day..but heck..good food and company doesn't come too often :)

Ms Chatterbox and Lil Tinkerbell stirring the mixture




End Result :- Yummy chocolate brownie!

Thanks girls...I wouldn't have survive the two nights without your company, XOXOXO

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Lil Tinkerbell turns 4!


Lil Tinkerbell aged 1.


Lil Tinkerbell aged 2.

Lil Tinkerbell aged 3.

AND NOW...




Lil Tinkerbell aged 4 and her new doll. She named her "Rosie".


My lil tinkerbell turned 4 years old last week on the 15th and I can't believe how much has happened in that 4 years. She has from a baby changed and transformed into a girl..my baby..a girl now..and she is such a big girl now! She is so independent now, talks for herself and is even going to kindy!! Gone were the days when she was just a baby, gone were the days i used to carry her everywhere..i still can carry her now but at 20kg..i don't think so..hehe..but sigh..Ironchef and I were just looking at her amazed at how fast she has grown up and missing the times when she just a lil bub..

Happy Birthday my darling princess and for more birthdays to come..


we love you sweety..

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Happy Easter!!



Pressies from Aunty Rita for Easter! Boy, they were one bunch of happy kids this morning and yesterday morning they went on an easter egg hunt in the backyard of our garden. I hid the eggs and got them to hunt for them.
Eggs :- $5.00 a pack
End Result :- Priceless..kids were gobsmacked happy and contented with their finds.
Holy week proved to be a challenge for my kids after attending mass in church 3 times a week, Holy Thursday, Good Friday and Easter Vigil mass. Here is a snippet of an actual conversation i had with Lil Tinkerbell.

Holy Thursday
Lil Tinkerbell : Mummy, where are we going?
Mum : We are going to the church
Lil Tinkerbell : OK

Good Friday
Lil Tinkerbell : Mummy, where are we going?
Mum : We are going to church
Lil Tinkerbell: AGAIN?? WHY?
Mum: Because it is Good Friday, we have to go to church again so be quiet.

Easter Vigil
Lil Tinkerbell: Mummy, where are we going?
Mum : We are going to church again (smirks at her this time)
Lil Tinkerbell: AWWW..AGAIN?? But we went yesterday..
Mum: Yes, and we are going again tonight
Lil Tinkerbell: Why are we always going to church?
Mum: Because it is good to go and pray
Lil Tinkerbell: Why do we have to pray so many times??
Mum: Mummy needs help (says jokingly)
Lil Tinkerbell: AWW...OK but why are are going at night? We never go at night before..
Mum: This is a special service so be quiet and behave
Lil Tinkerbell : OK
The End.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Autumn Cleaning

Tis the time of the year where I will have to sit down and sort out our wardrobes from the adults to the children and start packing away summer clothes and start bringing out the winter jackets and sweaters. Even the bedsheets have to be changed from cotton to fleece and I have to start taking down the doona and packing away our summer blanket. Weather is getting cooler now which i look forward too..I am so NOT a summer person..i think I had enough of the HOT weather and I am now ready to embrace the cold..haha..

It doesn't help when i have both kids down with a cold but i have discovered Brauer and it is really good! Instead of giving them medication, Brauer is actually a homeopathic product which helps stimulates recovery and the good thing about it is that it does not contain as much chemical ingredients as normal medication does. This reminds me that it is time for my kids to have their flu vaccination in time for winter.

On another note, we have finally decided to go back to Malaysia for the holidays. MAS and SIA were both having cheap flights back but it came down to choosing MAS as our first preference because I want the convenience of a direct flight considering the fact that I am going to be stuck in an airplane for 8 hours with two kids alone when I head back to Adelaide. Ironchef can only take 2.5 weeks max for this trip so we will fly back to Msia together but he is going to be back earlier and spending Xmas alone and maybe NYE..(that i am not too sure yet) Am still deciding whether to stay till Jan or not..my mum wants me too but hmm..we shall see about that later in the year but for now, it is time for me to start cleaning away...

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Waiting for the Arrival




Thank to Lil Miss Chatterbox. She bought this DINOSAUR EGG for my kids for Easter and now my kids are just anxiously waiting for the egg to hatch. We had to keep it inside the kitchen behind the children's gate to avoid them touching the egg. I am also teasing them that whoeever is a naughty boy or girl, the dinosaur will come out and eat them!! hahah..so far that worked! I must say this egg thingy is a very interesting concept. Anyways, Happy Easter everyone!!

Monday, April 6, 2009

Tiring Week

It has been such a tiring week. We went to Canberra for our holiday and it turned out to be more stressful for me than staying home. Next time, i am so going to take a babysitter along!! The whole entire trip was good but entertaining the kids were the real challenging bit. Imagine the kids not having their favourite movies, not having their favourite toys and not having their favourite books with them = DISASTER!! I was so happy and relieved to be back..haha..imagine that??

Apart from the kids, it was not too bad. WE managed to squeeze in abit of shopping and some sightseeing but i MUST add that the service in the Malaysian High Commission in Canberra was APPALLING! The people behind the counter were so shockingly RUDE and anyone who has been there will definately agree with me! I don't understand how these people who are supposed to be representing the embassy have such a terrible attitude. I am going to write in an official complaint about this because I find it so embarassing being a Malaysian and walking into my own embassy and having to put up with this. If we find it terrible, can you imagine how foreigners will think about us when they step into the embassy??

Coming back, i was so bogged down with household chores, it is no joke..i had to clean the house, wash the clothes, bla bla...and the list goes on..i hope with the easter break coming along, i can have some peace and rest.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

The day my heart skipped a beat


NO!! It came out negative..thank goodness. I can't imagine the thought of me being preggar again..gosh..with my two kids alone is enough to drive me up the wall at times so no, i don't think i can handle another screaming baby at the same time. I would want to eventually have a third child but not now. The only reason why i had to take this test was because i was late AND because i have been going to the gym and working out on high intensity exercises, I didn't want to take any chances of any doubt if I were pregnant. So taking the test has eased my anxiety and i am back to my normal daily dose of exercise but i will not forget the day my heart skipped a beat!

Monday, March 23, 2009

Parting is such sweet sorrow

Two breaking news within a week! At least for me it is...two of my friends here will be leaving. Jo who was supposed to be my gym partner was the first to break the news to me that her company has decided to relocate her to Sydney and she was ecstatic cause she needed the change afterall she has been here for 5 years. I still remember how we met here through another mutual friend and there was no turning back ever since. We hang out so often that even my son, lil rascal has a crush on her!! seriously..he would hold a book and cover his whole face when Jo comes and at the corner of his eye try to steal some glances of her..little did he know we were all staring at him so he was caught hands down and then his face turned red. And there are other occasions when he would throw his tantrum refusing to sit in our car but wanting to sit in Jo jie jie's car!! And another time, i was trying to wake him up in the morning to follow me to the gym but he refused to budge and just the mere mention that Jo jie jie is going to meet us in the gym..he immediately woke up as if he saw a huge stack of $100 bill in front of him!! No joking..(Jo, you better not be a cradle snatcher!!) I can't believe how a small kid below 3 years old can develop a crush on a woman ten times his age!!!

Jo..what is my son going to do without you???haha
The second breaking news came just days after Jo told us about her leaving...another friend of ours..Miss Chatterbox is leaving too!! Lil Miss Chatterbox is a final year uni student studying speech pathology and boy can she talk..and i mean seriously if there was ever a competition on who would talk the fastest and longest, she would beat any contestants from any country! I can vouch for that! Just citing an example..we all had dinner with our parish priest, Fr John and he was just asking Ms Chatterbox about her middle name..and to answer that question..she gave quite a lengthy explanation that took...i think 15 mins!! if not longer..i was sitting there looking at my watch and timing her and just seeing her go on and on and on..she obviously stop talking once she saw me looking at my watch! hahah..but that didn't stop her from talking again later throughout the night! hahah..it was just hilarious! but she knows we LOVE her! and my kids too..
Going to miss you both alot and my home is going to be ever soo quiet now!
On another note, during our Body Attack workout, there was this song being played and it is such a beautiful song. I am attaching this link to it and I encourage everyone to hear it and pay attention to the lyrics as it is a very motivating and inspiring song. If you ever need to motivate someone or if you know anyone who is feeling down, let them listen to this song. It is called," Just Stand Up" by Mariah Carey, Beyonce, Mary J Blinge, Rihanna, Fergie, Sheryl Crow and a few more other female singers who came together to sing this song.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Ooh my aching butt!

This is officially my first week where I told myself that I am going to sweat in out in the gym 5 times a week. Previously, i have been going 2 -3 times a week and mainly for Body Attack classes. Body Attack is a high intensity workout and involves a series of high energy exercise moves for cardiovascular fitness. I think i am seriously addicted to this because it really makes me sweat. Ok, i have decided to add two more gym classes to my schedule which is Body Pump and RPM.

Body Pump involves weights and i did that once and pulled a ligament on my bicep so that didn't turn out too good for me but i really have to start doing it at least once a week for toning. now, RPM...omigosh!! RPM is basically indoor cycling and gosh..i seriously do NOT know how these people do it! My butt is sooo SORE that it is no joke. I had to practically lie down flat on my tummy on the floor simply because my butt hurts! And my legs..oooh..i can feel my legs almost giving me cramps in the middle of the class..which is NOT good! I borrowed Ironchef's heartrate monitor to see how my heart rate was during RPM and it went up to 180+ and i only burned 303 calories!! 303 calories?? an apple pie from McD is already 293 calories and i didn't have to hurt my butt eating that and it only takes me 5 minutes to finish eating that apple pie but 45 mins to burn it off AND that includes a very sore BUTT and aching legs!!

Oh well, as the saying goes, no pain no gain! Now if you excuse me while i go soothe my aching breaky BUTT!

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Impatient brat!

I am impatient so let me be...yes, playing the waiting game is driving me up the wall!
I am tired of waiting to loose weight..am tired of waiting to get my full PR benefits..am tired of waiting to get a job..am tired of waiting for my son to wee wee by himself..am tired of waiting for everything to happen.

I just want things to come NOW! NOW! NOW!

sigh..suddenly i feel like my life is static! Nothing is happening. I know I am supposed to be appreciating whatever i have now or else once i start work, i won't be able to spend time with my kids as much as i am now. I know it takes time to loose weight because it took me years to build up fat in my body so i ain't gonna loose them all in one day! I know..i know..but i am an impatient brat!

Maybe i should learn how to play jigsaw puzzles or something..is there like a game that trains patience?? I feel like going on top of a mountain and shout from above..but hang on..there aren't any mountains here in Adelaide..hmm..maybe i should climb on top of my bathtub and do it from there instead without loosing my balance..*ponders*